Weekends here i come ((((;

YES!!! Few more hours, i getting my race tee, have been looking forward to it very long. And weekends is my first race with the NPBD team. The days to now aren't easy at all, we training real hard for it and sometime conflicts also happen, and also sacrifice time to go down for training. Hope that saturday we will pull together as one, doing what we are suppose to do. Actually quite proud of myself that i manage to stay in the team till now:) Even though last time wanted to give up halfway but when the race day getting nearer and nearer, i just want to give my best because my teammates is pushing and supporting me all along. Really glad to have them and their support to me. So i shouldn't just give up and quit. These few days have been helping out for the red camp as a group leader for my school which i have to bring the campers around my school. Most of the campers were quite high, so i have no regret in helping out, they make my day:) Going to be year 2 liao, and it is when i saw krystal like everyday during the help out. School started about a months or more but i feel quite lost in most of my modules because those modules are quite language base which i am weak in. Hopefully i will find the "light". Actually past few weeks, I have been quite FAN about a decision between a Wuhan trip and 3DO. I have been asking around for advice but different ppl have different point of view and it make me more difficult to get an answer. I know is just a decision but so suay that both Wuhan trip and 3DO crash:( But in the end i decided to go for Wuhan trip. Since i have decided, I shall not regret and have fun there:) After race, i gonna to be quite busy again because i have an event coming up in dec, hopefully i don't give up and endure all the way!

2 to 3 more weeks ...

Wah... Just realise have not been updating my blog for damn long. Today have e-learning at home, seriously don't like e-learning at all. Whole ICT log in at the same time sure cause the server to become lag, and i got kick out! WTH!!! I would like to share a good news which is ICT won the NP Regatta which is a dragon boat race within inter schools. Before the race, we were training damn hard for it to prove to other schools that ICT is really something and also get the gold medal. Really have to thanks my teammates for making my first dragon boat race a most memorable one:D But i seriously BUAY TAHAN one of my teammates, he never come for training and when we ask for his reason. Guess what was his reason?!?! He said "I LAZY TO WAKE UP FOR TRAINING." Really can't stand him, WALAO ploy student still use this as an excuse. But in the end, we kick him out and let the others who are willing to sacrifice their sleep and do more than they talk unlike HIM!!! This kind of person shouldn't have sign up in the first place lor, waste a seat!!! Actually we are lacking behind other team but in the last 100m like that we really push till becoming CHAMPIONS :D


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fY0b4kEZ7Jc&feature=player_embedded
Here is the link for the NP Regatta last 100m or so...

ICT Team

Here are those who willing to sacrifice for the team for the race! This coming friday, we will be having dinner celebration, damn looking forward to it:)
Next is my race with NPDB which is like 2 to 3 weeks time. Yesterday after training, our president talk to the whole team. I felt quite motivated to push even more... I really hope to see my batch de teammates all present for upcoming training till the race cause we really don't have much time liao. I am also looking forward to my first race with NPDB. Got to go off now, bye...

Going to be a LOBSTER !!!

I'm so lazy for not updating my blog, should i just delete my blog??? But where to express my feelings? I like always keep it to myself, whether goods or bads... Holidays ending quite soon, few more weeks to next semester, sianz... I MISSED FI'02, hope they are doing good. Holidays is like training periods for me lor, but don't seems like my muscles is going as big as i want! Now keep training till i turning to red lobster liao, haha!!! Now like can change races liao, is like getting more and more tan but more tan is nicely than fair, haha:) Also been training with my society ppl:) Now training is stepping up for both NPDB and society... WenJie JiaYou :) Like to mix around with my society ppl, they are great ppl:) No regrets in joining the society,haha:) I think i shall stop here cause i have nothing to talk about liao, is like all training and more training.

Dying Blog

Wow... have not been blogging for god damn long liao, going to be a dead blog real soon!!! Btw who cares? Who will come and read!!! Okay shall stop emo-ing liao:( I think i have really kind of lost feelings for her leh. Last time, will keep thinking of her for any moments,anywhere and everywhere but now there wont be any feelings like this. WHY?!?! I think what I missed most are my friends especially FI'02 cause they will be with me through out my poly life:) That day went for ICT Society Bonding Camp, was out for supper around 2plus and there's still lots of ppl out there eating. The next day break camp liao,was raining then went for pickle ball friendly match. The first few games suck cause i was too tired,was unable to focus! Then monday went back to BMSS for teachers' day celebrations but i was late while the rest already there liao. Then went to slack but at first intend to go back primary school but raining then forget about it. Then we went to cc play basketball, that day was on form man!!! Won all the match:) Now DB training is from tues to thurs, sat and sun... Training is stepping up le cause race is coming real soon, hopefully my stamina stepping up too!!! Thanks to ppl who have been supporting throughout the training, i wont let you all down de:) Have to thanks my chatting partner, she is the one at the back supporting me without known:D Sorry juniors for not able to go back and help you all but no worries i will find so time to go down de and get some alumni down to help:) JiaYou i can survive through the training:D

My feelings......

Acc and Fsp down le, left with BS and ddnt then holi :) Was so moody after Acc paper cause i finally understand the topics that was tested before the start of the paper but don't really know how to do the paper :( What is done is undone. But really hope that i can just pass the module and that's it for Acc and i don't have to touch Acc ever again. I have to really thanks Ben Wee for teaching but sadly have wasted his efforts, hope that he don't blame me. I felt that Fsp was better than Acc, maybe i'm bias against Acc ba, bo bian cause really dont like Acc. Have been moody, just that i never show out cause of Acc and Fsp??? At least BS still got abit confident but that abit is really not enough at all. Ddnt like dont have any cause don't really understand what the teacher have taught. Hope i can pass all my modules and not retain. Today planned to study but in the end woke up late and never study and was fb-ing. I today feel that i have lost feelings for her, maybe cause we have not been chatting??? When today i went to pass her something, i wasn't eager to see her but if it's long ago, i may have to eager to see her everyday, every moment but now like is so different. Hope to get her blog address again :) Or maybe is exams period, don't wish to talk about relationship matter. Plus no confident = hopeless!!! Hope that during holi things will change and getting better. Or that time i have the wrong feelings toward her?!?! But i just feel like she is like so different from other girls, damn special. Needa to train up le if not i lose out to other team mates.. Semester ending soon le, hope that my class remains the same. But i felt that the class like abit apart le not as united as the first week we see each others or i thinking too much??? Holi is coming but i don't know whether i want to work not cause i want to earn some money but there will be training and is so bad to work if i want so many off days. I don't want to keep taking money from parents, like the bad sia:( I feel like i really not working hard for poly, i think i should do some changes le, is a MUST!!!

GOGO !!!

Have not been blogging for very long le, too busy or lazy? I think i'm just being lazy!!! Last week tio 5 days MC, i think i missed quite a number of lessons, hope that i will just be abit hardworking to catch up. OMG!!! Exams coming real soon, starting on next week le, really wondering am i really ready for it??? Poly life is kind of fast, projects, exams, more projects and exams:( Sometime i have been thinking will i really retain? But no point thinking when i not work hard for it:( Really need to find motivation to study for it, hopefully i will start on this weekend. Maybe is late but better than never. I have been asking myself what is stress??? My classmates really having stress while i am still slacking behind... Happy Belated Birthday to WeiJian. Happy Birthday to my class kanchiong sipder, ben wee:)

WenJie, you are not alone... If you dont ever try to work hard, there won't be any chance of passing but high chance in retaining. Your future is in your hands and you are the only one who can help yourself, pls pull up your socks and work for it before is too late and regret!!!

Another week starting soon, poly life really damn fast sia!!! Lets talk about wed, ppl pls pls don't learn from me! Know what i did, after lunch, my classmates and i was going back to class and we have to take lift back to our class. We were taking at second storey and we need to take up but don't know why all the lifts going to the ground floor. Then a lift stopped,left a guy going to ground floor, we decided to take the lift to ground floor and take up lor cause just a storey. But i was so damn GUAI LAN, i pressed away the ground floor and press level 5, the guy who is going down to ground floor was so DULAN that he whack his hand at the lift door and climb the stairs down. Feel the guilty but also no use what is done is undone, so ppl think before you react! Even though it was fun at that moment, but put yourself in others shoes!!! Thurs was a long day man, have society meeting, report for training but the ending soon, so just wait for debrief. Went to mac to have dinner, that day was really HOT, shall not elaborate. Fri, went to NUS for industrial visit was a boring one but still okay. Sat, went for training in the morning and i was late, so never went for run, just rowing. At night, went to Night Safari, was really enjoyable :) Today damn paisei,went for a soccer match but managed to get top 4 :) Only those who went will know more ..... Hope that next week will be a better one :)

PLS CHANGE !!!

Another week passed, why am i still the same, the LAZY guy, no improvement at all??? I felt that i like giving up myself, why??? Maybe because that my class is doing so well, while i'm the ones who is so lazy! I have not been chatting with her for long, real long, should i just give up and concentrate more on studies? Anyone, pls tell me what to do? Maybe it would be a good idea. Plus rejection is a nightmare:( Pm too obvious that causes big gap between me and her? Sch is like the same,no different, nothing to post about.
I missed my laopo, Gary cause he is away for AYG:(

ONG WEN JIE, stop giving yourself excuses like what your chatting partner said!!! Just be good and listen to her, you nearly lost her, you want it to happen again? You cant let yourself just rot, you are the only one who can save yourself. Where is your passion? Plus you have not much time to catch up, your classmates are way way ahead of you le, pls do something!!!

School reopening real soon le:( But is seriously bettter than holi cause i don't get to miss my classmates and friends. Steamboat with the seniors was okay but sadly Ms Lim has meeting at last mins, so she could not make it! Went ECP with my sec sch band, feeling great cause i manage to cycle from Area G to the 'dead' end of Area A, seriously is damn LONG distance. My junior, Anthony, accompanied me and decided to take photos :) At night, we have bbq but really quite sad because not many alumni came back. Went back to sec sch to stay overnight.

Holi Ending...

Holi ending real soon, have been spending it aimlessly, dont know what am i doing!!! Went back to band, but couldnt help much because have not been touching instrument for so long and also not be doing drills. Hope that i can see a great performance by them on National Day Celebration:) Today like finally have outing with Zombies, really enjoyed:) Tmr steamboat session with Ms Lim, Krystal, Sheryl, Tracy and Andy, really looking forward to it:) Have to disappoint my LAO PO because i'm unable to make it for my class movie outing due to alumni outing.But really thanks him for organizing, so SWEET of him:)

Have not been sms or chat on msn with her, find no topic plus when she reply is less than 10 words:( Is this called "SHORT AND SWEET"?:( I really dont know what she's thinking:( Should i give up like that? Anyone pls teach me what to do!!

WENJIE,JiaYOU :)

Holi ....

I should apologise to my LAO PO (Gary Mo) for not attending the tea session with him,I'm sorry :( Holi really damn sian,rotting at home!!! But luckily LAO PO ask me go chek jawa for a camp tour and also go GYM :) Today went back to BMCB to see juniors, kind of disappointed but hope that they'll get better soon, JiaYou :) As days passed by,i really feel like i have less and lesser topic with her le,don't know why :( Sianzzz !!! Plus now getting lazier, don't feel like going for training,no motivation leh !! I missed my classmates, FI'02, hope that there will be an outing real soon *HINT* :)